Today is Day One. Again. With mixed feelings I approach IVF#3. I am trying not to care too much - trying to treat this as just another shot - trying to visualize the positive outcome - and succeeding only in giving myself a stomach ache. While I am excited to begin again, I am not looking forwrd to the bloating and weight gain.
Lately my weight gain has really started to distress me. I am waffling between 146 and 151 on a regular basis this cycle. To put it in perspective - at 21 weeks pregnant with my son I was only 154. The extra weight and lethargy disgust me - but I can't seem to do anything about it. I keep promising myself that tomorrow, next week, next cycle will be better. I will diet better, exercise more...you get the picture. And yet I never seem to get there.
So, with little fanfare and much trepidation, we begin again. Wish us luck.
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Hi CJ, nice to meet you, thanks for your comment on my blog. Interesting about the uterine lining co-culture, that's the first I've heard of it. Very best of luck to you in your 3rd IVF, hopefully the 3rd time's the charm!
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